I don't remember much of my first time either. Not even his face, not to mention the name. I do remember the age however.
#21
Posted 11 March 2013 - 05:23 PM
#22
Posted 11 March 2013 - 08:38 PM
Yeah it's pretty weird.
My first time, I'm not entirely sure.
There was this time at a party where I might have and the girl acted like I did when I saw her a few other times but we never really talked about it. It felt real but it might have just all been in my head cause that whole memory is really hazy.
Then there's this other time that I think me and my coach (female) had sex once, but I chalked that up to feeling real but almost certainly being a dream, until she talked about it with me. I literally have no clue to this day if it actually happened. Even though I know she talked to me about it? O_o
Maybe that is fake too...?
It might have been two things, me suppressing it or the fact I'm mildly schizophrenic.
Any kind of huge dopamine release has me acting crazy for a little while with a tiny bit of dementia, I'm not going to lie. >.<
There was this other time a substitute teacher, who substituted a lot, talked to me, alone, about maybe wanting to hook up later.
I tried to very politely blow her off, by basically pretending not to listen and just saying "what?", and she was like "nevermind".
I was 18 though.
She came back the third time and said she didn't know I was a student LMFAO
And the crazy thing is that it's not that I didn't want to but that it was just too weird.
I was just like "yeah..."
Edited by Manoka, 11 March 2013 - 08:42 PM.