2. You really are horribly sick. In the head. Get it fixed. Be more normal. Like normal things, like bloodsports. That sort of thing.
Can I just ask, why do you want to be normal? Normal means you're the same as everyone else, that's no fun. I personally like being more happy then most, I don't see a problem with that and I don't see a problem with what causes it. If it makes me happy then I'm gonna watch it.