So I'm 17 and I've never had a relationship with a girl. Mainly because I haven't been too interested until recently. Over the summer I was on vacation and stuff but once school started I started to like this girl. Her name is Cailley. She is very sweet and has a great personality. She is short and very cute. The thing is I can't read her body language and her thoughts at all. Usually I can tell with most girls, I'm really perceptive like that I guess. I can easily tell who likes who, what someone is thinking about, if someone is hiding something, if someone is creeped out, that kind of stuff. This girl I can't.
So here's me. I'm tall (5'11 and still growing) I'm lean but I'm not skin and bones so I consider myself quite muscular for my lean size. I've got brown hair which is more like a dirty blonde. I have slate blue eyes and a dash of freckles. I have an angular jaw with good cheek bones. What I'm trying to say is that I don't think I'm ugly or anything but a guess more on the handsome and boyish side.
My personality is very unique if I do say so myself. I am very passionate about my music so I have an image of being the British rocker kid. Most of the school has seen me on stage and knows this. I'm a very kind and considerate person. This is because I am very perceptive like I said before so I know how to talk to people and make them feel better. I guess I'm a little bit too much of the "nice guy" which I don't think is a big problem. I'm also very independent and I'm a leader and not a follower. I often control the conversations I'm in and people look to me when a leader is needed for a group or in marching band. I don't feel the need to follow a group of girls around like a puppy, I kind of do my own thing.
My problem is that when it comes to a girl I like I get a little shy. Especially when I think she doesn't feel the same way about me. That's what I feel about Cailley. She confuses the hell out of me. I've had conversations with her before but they have never been very intense and long. Usually I only really talk to her in a group because I'm worried if I just stop her in the halls or talk to her in class I'll give away too much and turn her off. When I do talk to her we have constant eye contact. Sometimes she looks into my eyes when she is talking the group. But then there are days I can't get anywhere by talking to her. Then sometimes she just randomly talks to me. I'm like what the **** why can't I figure you out already.
I've kind of backed off my flirting for now to reevaluate my situation. I'm waiting for a clear signal that let's me know she is into me but I haven't picked up on it yet. I've kind of just been doing my thing. I'll talk to her if needed or if she talks to me but I won't push to talk to her. I don't want to have one way conversations I want her to want to talk to me like I want to talk to her. I'm not moving forward until this happens.
Lately I've noticed her watching me when I walk past. But I can't read her face and her thoughts. She masks it too well.
I think I have a chance even though she may be a little out of my league because she has had more experience in relationships. I'm trying to become a little more muscular to maybe catch her eye a little more and get her attention with my physical appearance then woo her with my wit and charm. I find I can do this to all the other girls but her.
AHHHHHRHHHHHGGGGGG
Help me someone
Balls to da wall
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The Dark Empire
, Oct 21 2012 12:46 PM
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Posted 21 October 2012 - 12:46 PM